BAD DAY EVER

Today is the bad day ever for me! I got a bad score in mathematic task just because i forgot to copy my task to the another paper. HOW FOOL I AM! Dunno what ever i pretend to do not care but i still care about it. And now in my room i think that i'm the most stupid people in the world!

In My Way Today

When i think about this, i just thinking about her. She is an good actress maybe, she act like there's nothing happen between me and her. Act like she doesn't know everything. But she talks about me with her friends maybe and behind me! I just try to really don't care. In my way home today, i just think that there's no one person in this world that i can put my trust in her/him. I just afraid that all of people around me do that. Talk about me behind me, but in front of me act they're fine. TRUST NO ONE (maybe).

This is About Me and My Life Today

Hi! Finally, aku sekarang udah SMA. Seneng banget akhirnya udah bisa masuk SMA. Banyak temen baru juga. Jadi keinget perjuangan waktu kelas 9 kemarin, emang yang bener-bener belajar banget biar bisa dapet sekolah yang kita pengen.  Tapi bukan berarti kalo udah SMA kita udah bebas. Menurut aku di SMA itu malah awal dari segalanya. Jadi emang yang bener-bener nggak bisa leha-leha gitu. Kita belum apa-apa lho. Pengennya sih aku fokus di SMA, tapi gatau ya bisa apa enggak. Mikirin seseorang? Iya tapi beneran deh gatau itu siapa. Mungkin he's new boy in my life, but weirdly i don't even know who is he, and where is he. I think about him and still i don't know who is he. Old crush? HAHAHA I DON'T CARE ANYMORE, GO TO THE HELL BOY! Even if the star and moon collide i never want you back into my life. Fokus sekolah aja dulu, about new crush? Let it flow aja. Jadi aku punya quote favorit nih, dan bagus banget : Sekolah dulu yang bener, kuliah yang bagus, kerja yang baik, maka cinta akan datang memperebutkanmu.

Describe MySelf Like a Shit

Jadi ini aku. Iya yang punya blog ini. Jadi nama samaran aku itu Margaret Palma Tefanny Dandum, aku ini cewek cantik, energik tapi nggak tengik. Tapi biasa dipanggil Margaret Beckham gitu. Itu juga nama asli gitu. Pasti udah bisa ditebak. Iya emang aku anaknya papa David sama mama Victoria jadi aku itu anak keduanya mereka. Kenapa aku enggak pernah di ekspos media? Karena mama sama papa aku nggak mau kecantikan aku ini pudar karena terekspos di seluruh dunia. Jadi, aku itu adiknya kakak Brooklyn. Terus aku itu lahirnya di London, iya di pinggir sungai Thames. Banyak yang bilang aku mirip Taylor Swift tapi aku pikir aku mirip sama mama sama papa aku lah. Because I love them so much. O iya aku umurnya udah fifteen gitu jadi sama kakak aku cuma kepaut beberapa hari gitu. Jadi kakak aku lahirnya 4 Maret terus aku 24 hari kemudian gitu lahirnya. 

Mungkin aku ini the most beautiful girl in England. Tapi karena mama sama papa aku nggak mau aku terlalu keekspos kaya kakak aku, jadi aku di suruh ke Indonesia gitu buat ngurusin cabang butiknya mama yang di sini. Udah segini dulu ya perkenalannya nanti kalo dilanjutin kamu bisa jatuh cinta lagi, kan yang repot kamu.

Ready For This Long Holiday

Finally, I've finished my national examination! BOYAAAH! And now I try to forget my mathematic, science, english, and indonesian language. You know? They're like my boyfriend (maybe) I meet them everyday, and they're the last thing i see at the night. -_-
After that long way, now I can enjoy my long long long long long long long holiday.
And in this holiday i just can stay at home and this is my activity at home :
Wake up >> eat >> sleep >> wake up >> eat >> sleep. BORING.
But, sometimes i go to dita's home to do our business........ We make pie!! And i love it. And i'm feeling so exotic *try to be Priyanka Chopra*
But, but I'm still looking for senior high school, and I wish I could be accepted in the school that I want.

Fighting

Finally, I've finished my school examination. But it doesn't mean that I've finished all of examination. I must fight for 2 examination again (but actually 3). I must follow the last try out for the preparation to face the national examination. And the last and the goal from all of examination is NATIONAL EXAMINATION! It's about a month again. But I think it's about a week again. So fast. 
Hmm, i just want to leave my life here and the build my life again from zero maybe. I'm tired.Tired to see you here maybe. Actually to see you it's like....... hurt me inside. And i know from now i must forget you. Leave you with your gf maybe. Leave you with too much hurt memories. I believe that I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well.This is a big world, that was a small town. And then in this place too many people that have two face. In front of me they act like they don't have problem with me. But behind me they talk about me. Oh God... What the hell with those people? Example from freak people maybe. Don't give me a shit and go to the hell to face people!
Actually I wanna slap you in your whole face, not now but someday maybe haha

Actually

I always say that "I'm okay." But, actually i'm not okay anymore. I'm hurt inside. I don't wanna show it. I wanna be a strong girl.
I want to move from this city, forget you, try to open my heart, find my own love, and start my new life. I'm tired here. I'm tired to be like this.